Angel Mills Life Story & Time Line

You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died
In life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone

The Angels
The Angels called so softly,
That only you could hear
We didn't hear their footsteps
Didn't know they were so near.
They took you up to heaven
On the wings of a white dove
They didn't know that with you
They took our never ending love.
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home

The mention of my child's name
may bring tears to my eyes,
But it never fails to bring
music to my ears.
If you are really my friend,
let me hear the beautiful
music of his name.
It soothes my broken heart,
and sings to my soul.

How very softly
you tiptoed into my world.
Almost silently;
Only a moment you stayed.
But what an imprint
Your footprints have left
On our hearts.
--Author Unknown

“We have suffered,
but we have survived;
We are hurting,
but we are enduring.”
-Ben Van Vechten

God's Garden
God looked around His garden
and saw an empty space.
He looked down from Heaven
and saw your smiling face.
He put his arms around you
and whispered come to rest.
His garden must be beautiful,
He only picks the very best.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
a million times we cried.
And if our love could have saved you,
you never would have died.

-
For Everything God has a Reason

I thought in my heart that I'd give up and die,
for the voyage was rough and why should I try?
I floundered around in a turbulent sea
while the billowing waves kept crashing on me.

The storms raged wildly and the waters rose high;
I knew I was drowning and I cried, "Lord, why?"
I heard a voice answer; it seemed to descend
from out of the clouds and the violent wind.

Then God whispered to me, "I see you down there,
swimming alone in your black sea of despair.
I˜ve watched as you struggled in life˜s hurricane;
I've patiently waited till you called My name.

The waters are swift and it's so hard to sail,
for when you ignored Me I commanded a gale.
I sent the waves crashing in hopes you would see
that you couldn't survive without help from Me.

If your life were easy and storms never came,
be honest, my child, would you call out My name?
If you'll surrender your heart and give it to Me,
I'll be there to calm the most treacherous sea."

The waters at once became still as a breeze;
I said, "Thank You, dear Lord," and fell to my knees.
My heart felt as light as a gull on the wing,
and I lifted my voice His praises to sing.

Now when storms of life rage and waves billow high,
I don't bother my Lord with questions of why.
He gave me His promise and I understand
I've only to ask and He will lend me His hand.

"There is no foot so small
that it cannot leave an
imprint on this world"

"Some people only dream
of angels....
we held one in our arms"

Mommy do not worry....

I am o.k.

It is beautiful up here!

With a lamb I always lay

and with a lion I can

play!
I am just a little fellow
Who didn't quite make it there,
I went straight to be with Jesus
But I am waiting for you here.

Dont' you fret about me, mommy,
I am of all God's lambs most blessed.
I'd have love to stay there with you
But the Shepherd knows what's best.

Many dwelling here where I live
Waited years to enter in.
Struggling through a world of sorrow
and their lives were marred with sin.

So sweet mommy, don't you sorrow,
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom.
I went straight to Jesus' bosom
From my lovely mother's womb.

Thank you for the life you gave me.
I'd have loved to bring it fame.
I have all of heaven's glory
suffered none of earthling's pain.

Daddy gave me something for you.
It's our secret, mommy dear;
He pressed it tight against my forehead
Whispered in my tiny ear.

I'll be waiting for you mommy,
you and daddy....
I'll be with you then forever
Then I'll give you daddy's kisses

"Life is not measured by the number

of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away. "

"A family is a circle of love,
not broken by a loss,
but made stronger
by the memories.
We remember."
"Planted on earth to bloom in heaven"

Oh, the longing we both had,
To be a mommy and a dad.
We put our hopes and dreams in you,
He hoped for pink, I dreamed of blue.
but for you God had a different plan,
One we may never understand.
We were visited by an angel,
Though we didn't know it then.
You were the answer to our prayer,
Our Angel Unaware.

We hardly got to say hello,
Before we had to let you go.
God breathed your name and called you home.
So briefly here, so quickly gone.
But in the stillness of the night,
My empty arms still hold you tight.
We were visited by an angel,
Though we didn't know it then.
You were the answer to our prayer,
Our Angel Unaware.

In my mind I see you running.
Chasing bees and butterflies.
Soft hair gently blowing.
Healthy cheeks, laughing eyes.
In the quietness of the morning,
When the mist hangs in the air,
I hold you close within my heart -
My Angel Unaware.

How can I miss someone so much,
I barely had the chance to touch?
Yet, as you grew inside of me,
I learned how strong a love could be.
I knew you for a lifetime -
I'll love you for all of mine.
We were visited by an angel,
Though we didn't know it then.
You were the answer to our prayer,
We hold you tightly within out hearts,
And there you will remain,
Life has gone on with out you,
But it will never be the same.
For those who still have their babies,
Treat them with tender loving care,
You will never know the emptiness,
As when you turn and they are not there.

To all the grieving parents
that visit this website.
We pray you find comfort
knowing that you will see
your precious angel again.
We pray that the Lord will cover you
with his healing love and
give you peace in the middle of
all your pain.
Sincerely,
Kevin and Alma Mills

"Some people only dream
of angels....
we held one in our arms
We hold you tightly within out hearts,
And there you will remain,
Life has gone on with out you,
But it will never be the same.
For those who still have their babies,
Treat them with tender loving care,
You will never know the emptiness,
As when you turn and they are not there.
What Makes a Mother

I thought of you and closed my eyes

And prayed to God today.

I asked what makes a Mother

And I know I heard him say.

A Mother has a baby

This we know is true

But God can you be a Mother

When your baby's not with you?

Yes, you can He replied

With confidence in His voice

I give many women babies

When they leave is not their choice

Some I send for a lifetime

And others for a day.

And some I send to feel your womb

But there's no need to stay

I just don't understand this, God

I want my baby here

He took a breath and cleared His throat

And then I saw a tear.

I wish I could show you

What your child is doing today.

If you could see your child smile

With other children and say

We go to earth to learn our lessons

Of love and life and fear.

My Mommy loved me oh so much

I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom

Who had so much love for me

I learned my lesson very quickly

My mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much

But I visit her each day.

When she goes to sleep

On her pillow's where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek

And whisper in her ear.

Mommy don't be sad today

I'm your baby and I'm here."

So you see my dear sweet one

Your children are ok

Your babies are here in My home

And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with Me

Until your lesson is through.

And on the day that you come home

They'll be at the gates for you

So now you see what makes a Mother

It's the feeling in your heart.

It's the love you had so much

right from the very start

" PEOPLE TELL ME
YOU ARE TOO PAINFUL
TO REMEMBER....

I TELL THEM YOU ARE
TOO BEAUTIFUL
TO FORGET!"