Angel Mills Life Story & Time Line

I see the countless birthday candles
around the world below
with tiny lights like heavens stars
reflecting on the snow.

This sight is so spectacular,
Please wipe away your tears
For I am spending my first birthday
with Jesus this year

I know how much you miss me
I see the pain inside your heart
but I am not so far away
We really aren't apart.

So be happy for me my loved ones,
You know I hold you dear,
and be glad I'm spending my first birthday
with Jesus this year

I sent you a special gift,
from my heavenly home above
I sent you each a memory
of my undying love

After all love is a gift more
precious then pure gold
It was always most important
in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other
as my father said to do
For I can't count the blessing or love
he has for each of you.

So remember me today and
wipe away your tears
be happy for me mommy,
I'm spending my first birthday
with Jesus Christ this year.

It's my birthday in heaven,
what a joy to partake.
My presents are flowers and rainbows
and angel food cake.

My crib is decorated with roses
and glitter.
And the stars that shine upon me
make everything shimmer.

The other angels are dancing and
singing me songs.
Soon Jesus will be joining me,
It won't be long.

We'll all gather and pray
for my loved ones on earth,
Who love me so much,
from the day of my birth.

You see, Birthdays in Heaven
are full of happiness and cheer.
We celebrate with our loved ones,
who proceeded us here.

Yes, Birthdays in Heaven
are wonderful and gay.
One day we will celebrate together,
for that moment, Mommy and Daddy, I pray

THIS DAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF THAT HURTFUL DAY
I CALL IT YOUR HEAVEN DAY TO EASE SOME OF MY PAIN
MY CHILD, MY ANGEL, HOW I DO MISS YOU SO
BUT YOU ANSWERED TO GOD WHEN HE CALLED YOU HOME

I DON'T ALWAYS UNDERSTAND IT, I WANT TO KNOW WHY
WITH SO MANY CHOICES WHY HE CHOSE YOU THAT TIME
HE COULD TAKE THE EVILDOERS AND THE VILLAINS THAT REIGN
THE LIVES THOSE AFFECT WOULD BE FREE FROM THEIR PAIN

HE TOOK YOU AND YOUR LIGHT FROM ME IN THIS SPACE
IS ALL THAT I KNOW AS I AM HERE WITHOUT YOU TODAY
AS MY TEARS FLOW FREELY, MY BODY ACHES FROM INSIDE OUT
MY SPIRIT'S ON ITS KNEES, I HAVE SO MUCH TO DOUBT

AS I AM DOUBLED OVER AND CONSUMED BY MY GRIEF
I THINK I HEAR A WHISPER, LIKE A CALLING OF ME
I AM INTENT ON THIS WHISPER, MY TEARS ARE DRYING
I AM RAISING MY HEAD, I AM ATTEMPTING STANDING

I CAN HEAR IT LOUDER NOW, A DEFINITE CALLING OF ME
THOSE CHERISHED WORDS "MOM" AND "DAD", I HEAR YOU PLEAD,
"PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY,
FOR I KNOW YOU HURT AND ESPECIALLY ON THIS DAY...

A LESSON'S TO LEARN, WE DON'T ALWAYS UNDERSTAND
BUT IT WILL BE THERE FOR US, TO GRASP WHEN WE CAN.
I AM WELL AND I AM HAPPY IN THIS KINGDOM OF GRACE.
KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU EACH STEP YOU TAKE."

Today is your birthday

without candles and cake.

And since you are not with us,

we will not celebrate.

We cannot send you a birthday card,

your hands we cannot touch

So we ask God to give a message

to the one we love so much

And grant us one wish

and make it come true.

To have His choir of Angels sing

Happy Birthday to you.

Author Unknown

"Dear Lord Jesus,
I wanted to hold my in my lap and tell him
about you.....
But since I did not have the chance
could you please hold him in your lap and tell him
about me."
His mommy
Alma

Keep him Jesus, in thy keeping,
Until I reach that golden shore,
Then dear Saviour let me have him,
And love him as I did before.
From mommy

A Special Birthday

A Special Birthday
Please, God, make them remember that
Today is a special birthday
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away
Bless them with ears to hear and hearts that care
Enable them to listen while I share
Shelter them that they may never know my pain
Help them to help me know that my childs life was not in vain
Help them to remember, Lord, that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate
To understand that I still Feel the nearness of my child
To see beyond my smile And the words "I'm okay"
Please God, just let one remember
TODAY IS A SPECIAL BIRTHDAY!!!

Mommy Loves you sweetheart!

Mommy y Papy te quieren mucho.
Feliz Cumpleanos Corazon.

Doce Meses

Doce meses han pasado
desde que tu nos dejaste
Todo este tiempo hemos llorado
Desde que al cielo regresaste.
En este dia especial
Nuestro amor estamos enviando
Con tristeza y melancolia tu recuerdo estamos celebrando
Que Cristo nuestro Senor y sus angels hoy te abrazen
Y te cuiden en su seno
Feliz Cumpleanos
los angeles te canten
En nuestra oracion estamos rogando
Te queremos mucho Angelito
Y por siempre te recordaremos
Tu papi y mami te extranan corazoncito
Por toda una eternidad te amaremos.
Autor: Alma Mills