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I was given an angel,

To cherish and love,

So tiny, so perfect,

A gift from above.

When I looked at his face

It was calmness I found,

And that peace seemed to spread

To all he was around.

His love touched my heart

Like fine threads of spun gold,

And I'd thank God for giving

This angel to hold.

But I did not know then

That time was my foe,

And too soon, with a whisper,

My angel did go.

My heart almost breaking,

A touch soft as lace

Seemed to wipe at the hurt

As it coursed down my face.

I still have my angel

To cherish and love,

Those gold threads now shimmer

From Heaven above.

And though I can't see him

Or cuddle him tight,

I won't say goodbye,

Little Angel, goodnight.





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Tributes and Condolences
IN MEMORY   / Carol Angel Michael's Mom
Remembering your Precious Angel Miles on the day he was born into the arms of angels. A candle will burn in memory of your precious angel. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray your day was peaceful. With love Carol
Thinking of you   / Christine Pollock
Alma my love and thoughts are with you as Christmas approaches.  I pray you have a gentle peaceful day.    With love   Christine www.rememberingdeborah.com    
THANK YOU!   / SUZIE Campos (PASS BY )
Hello I saw your name on my nephew's Rodolfo Campos memory page. I thank you for your condolences. Although its going to be 3yrs. later it still feels like it was yesterday.Today he would of have turned 6yrs. old so help in a small prayer for our dea...  Continue >>
THANK YOU!   / SUZIE Campos (PASS BY )
Hello I saw your name on my nephew's Rodolfo Campos memory page. I thank you for your condolences. Although its going to be 3yrs. later it still feels like it was yesterday.Today he would of have turned 6yrs. old so help in a small prayer for our dea...  Continue >>
THANK YOU!   / SUZIE Campos (PASS BY )
Hello I saw your name on my nephew's Rodolfo Campos memory page. I thank you for your condolences. Although its going to be 3yrs. later it still feels like it was yesterday.Today he would of have turned 6yrs. old so help in a small prayer for our dea...  Continue >>
Angel / Wendy Cashion (Friend of Father)    Read >>
An angel among us  / Deanna Phillips (aquaintance of parents )    Read >>
THINKING OF YOU PRECIOUS ANGEL,  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT     Read >>
PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGEL  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT     Read >>
SENDING HUGS TO YOU SWEETIE  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT     Read >>
Thinking of you  / Angie     Read >>
MISSING YOU  / ALMA     Read >>
Sorry to hear about the loss.  / Jason     Read >>
ANGEL MILLS  / Carol Angel Michael's Mom     Read >>
Thinking of you  / Christine Pollock     Read >>
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His legacy
ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY 2012  

A Birthday In Heaven 

I heard you crying yesterday
And felt your heart-sent love
So I’m sending you this message
Now from Heaven up above.


You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here)
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me
He told me with a wink
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food I think)

I’m getting lots of hugs from God
He’s really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat

Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of angels up here
That make us laugh out loud


There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet…
The fun and joy never ends


I’ve made so many friends you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings


We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts surprise!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead they light the skies


Special Birthday

Please God, make them remember
That today is a special birthday.
Make them understand
That the memories don't go away.
Bless them with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know
That my child's life was not in vain.

Help them to remember Lord,
That I wish my child was here.
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that
I still feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile
And the Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today,
Is a special birthday
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A Special Birthday Memory

I'm spending my birthday in Heaven this year,
with Jesus and Angels singing birthday cheers.
I feel so happy and peaceful here,
so try and wipe away those tears.
all your love  helped me through,
I'm in Heaven now and my love shines on you.
I know you'd rather I be with you today
it's a special day for us all, it's my birthday and it is yours too,
but I am not really gone away,
Smile, I'm celebrating in Heaven for our special day.
I'm an Angel now, so I can be anywhere,
so I am here in Heaven, and with you there,
I love and miss you, you must be aware,
I'm celebrating in Heaven,
and I'm celebrating with you, my sweet mommy, there.

"ALWAYS REMEMBERED, NEVER FORGOTTEN"

You're spending your birthday
in heaven again this year.
How beautiful it must be!
You can see the sun shining
through its endless eternities.

The sight is so spectacular,
and we know you want in heaven to stay.
because you can run and jump in moonbeams,
 and see stars twinkel as you play.

An angel choir is singing,
melodies soft and low. Their
songs echo through paradise and
to earth below.

Our hearts are often heavy,
filled with pain and sorrow.
We miss your presence in our
lives. For you, there were no
new tomorrows.

We know you are in heaven
and we will let our hearts sing,
because you're sharing your 
fifth birthday, with Jesus,
the king of kings

MOMMY AND DADDY LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!

HAVE FUN IN HEAVEN PRECIOUS!

SENDING YOU ALL OUR LOVE!


CHRISTMAS 2009  

 

Thank you very much to my precious friends from PEACE 4 US that made these beautiful gifts for Angel

The story of my Angel  


For many years I had waited for the blessing of a child.  When I was


growing up my dream was like  other girls to get married to a very

nice, real, christian man and have a bunch of kids. A month after I got married
I found out I was pregnant. I could not believe it!

I was so thrilled!   I was going to be a mommy, a mommy!

Oh I was soo happy.  This was the happiest moment in my life

Soon I started getting stuff for the baby.  I would dray dream

about him.   I could not wait to find out if it was going to be

a boy or a girl.  We bought a crib and my b.i.l gave us a

I would go to wall-mart and stare at all the baby stuff and wanted

to get lots of things for the baby.

Soon I started showing and I felt so proud! I wanted to see everybody

that I was expecting.   

Every time we would go to the doctor we would get good reports.

The baby is doing fine...everything was just perfect.

I tried to stay off my feet as much as possible, take my vitamins etc.

Well one day I started spotting. I sensed something was not right

I went to see the doctor and he told me the blood was not coming

from the uterus that I had a lil infection and he prescribed some

medicine.  I felt relieved but I did not like the fact that he did not

take an ultrasound just to make sure everything was all right.

The following day we had to go and get some important papers

and we decided to stop at a friend's house.  We called the doctor

to let him know we wold be out of twon and that I still had some

spotting.  He asked me if I had cramps and I said no.  He told me

to go and see him Monday  (it was Thursday) because he was not working the following day.   Everything was fine until I got to my friend's

house I went to the restroom and I saw I was bleeding a lil more.

I tried not to panic. Try to understand this was my first pregnancy

and I was so naive.  I had always been told that after the first
trimester the chances of losing a baby are very low. How ignorant

I was.   We left my friend's house and I started to feel cramps

I told my hubby to look for the nearest hospital.  We stopped

at small clinic.  I had to wait hours for the doctor, There was only
one
O.B.  The cramps started to increase and the bleeding too.

But the time he came to see me I was in intense pain.

Until that point I had not thought I could lose my baby.
I thought they were going to help me and my baby and

everyting would be fine.   Well the doctor checked me

and said that the baby was fine there was nothing wrong

with him.  His heart beat was fine.  That I needed to

be on bed rest and there was a chance that 

the bleeding would stop and I could leave the hospital

he following morning.   I felt relieved.  My baby was fine!

The doctor went home to sleep and he left me under the care

of two nurses.   After some time the pain started to increase

and the bleeding. I told the nurses to give me something

for the pain but they would not do it because the doctor

had to authorize.   I started to realize that I was not going

to go home that thing were going worse but I still thought

that even if the baby were born they would help him to survive.

And everyting would be fine.   After hours of enduring intense

pain the nurses decided to call the doctor. When he arrived

I was very dilated and he proceeded to induce the birth.
When Angel was born he was alive. I was expecting the

doctor the place in the incubator but he refused.

He said:  We need to let him go.  He is too little to survive.

(I was born also at   26 weeks)I was a premature baby myself but the doctor helped me and I survived. But when the doctor said he was not going to put him in the incubator,  I was in shock I could not

believe it! No, please help him, my husband and I begged.

He said we just do not have the technology here to help him

plus I have to call the pediatrician???????

The nurse took him away. He was still alive.  I always

had thought he had passed away after few minutes because that is what the doctor told us, but

I recently found out he lived more than 2 hours!  I hate

the fact that I did not hold him all that time before he was gone.
That my poor baby was there laying on the table by himself
for more than 2 hours hours trying to survive. ( The doctor told me he was dying right there minutes after he was born)
I had only the opportunity to hold him after several hours after he had passed away and he was already so cold and purple.

I told the doctor the he could have inject steroids to

strenghten his lungs.  If that would have been done

when we arrived, things would have been different.

If I had known I would not receive help there I could

have gone to Dallas that it is only 40 minutes away.

So my dreams were shattered that horrible day

Jan. 7, 2005 a day before my birthday.  We decided

to bury him on the 9th.   Very few people attended the

funeral.  Unfortunatly the loss of a premature baby is

not recognized by society as the loss of an adult or

a grown up child.   The woman in charge of the funeral told me:

Well I guess now that there is no baby you can

do something more productive like going back

to college!????  

My dreams were shattered. I will never

 hear him calling me "Mommy"

(Oh how much I wanted him to call me Mom)

How much I wanted to take care of him. To hear

him cooing. To teach him how to walk, how

to talk and mainly  to teach him about my

sweet Jesus and raise him in God's ways.

I love this lil saying:


Dear Lord Jesus,
I wanted to sit my baby in my lap and tell
him about you. But since I never had that
chance....Can you sit him in your lap and
tell him about me"

Thank you very much for reading his story. 
God bless,
Alma 




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